A little review

Sometimes, you get caught with life and at the same time missing how things used to be. In my case, missing the times with grandpa and ex fiancé. It's been really rough on me. Two consecutive years, losing those I love wholeheartedly.

But what doesn't make sense to me is why do I do that? Nothing could ever change. Life goes on and whilst I, in the state of missing what used to be actually let life pass me by. I read something just now which triggered me that, life is going to go on and it all depends on me on how to make my life meaningful.

I've loved and I've lost but those who I still love are still around. So, I might as well make the time for them instead of reminiscing what used to be. Today was mama's birthday. I made a video for her and I've asked one of my close friend to actually buy her a bouquet of red roses and go to her office and surprise her.

That surprise went rather well, my friend walked into her room while she was having staff meeting. She proceed to give the flowers to her and hugged her and the most unexpected thing which looked as if I've planned it, her staff sang 'Happy Birthday' for her. I can imagine the way she reacted.

I miss her dearly and I hope I can meet up with her soon. Assignments and tests *poof* please be gone. Btw...Here's the video.

But before that, please don't mind how I look like. I was at home, and it was 1 in the morning and right after I finished my assignment.

This contains pictures of me when I was a kid. Oh god why....


xxx,
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